Friday, October 30, 2009

dont take me back to the hospital.

its extrmemly awkward
how life
has been lately
ive been going for so long
without doing Anything.
then
it all changed
life became okay again
i suppose
you could say again.
im eating
and i can sleep alone for once
but for the longest time
i was nothing but your monkey
in a cage
and i broke the chains free
and got sent away to the hospital
for the first and the last time.
nothing is different
of course im still
just me
just with not as much
life or
love or
personality
im just dieing still
and i cant have you find out
because then i would be doomed
for one more eternal fate
that is not what i want
that is not what i pease
i fall upon your everymnove at one time
i gave that up last week
no more for me.

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